Wednesday, March 01, 2006
t.*hoU.g H*T $ ...well ... i've no school today ... there's class outting today ... but i'm not going ... wanna spend time with my mommy ... yup ... bah ... 2 more days together as a class ... things will change ... but the time spent together was great and memorable ... friends that i'll never forget ... yup ... i still hope that i'll get into SA ... Lord , please help me get into there ... by faith just bring me there ... amen ... yup ... hope della will be there with me ... by faith ... a miracle can happen ...
so ... i must say ... i still don't understand the reason behind why God sent me to CJC for the first 3 months ... maybe time will reveal itself ... or ... God will reveal it to me when the time is ripe ... patience ... yup ...
i still don't know what's gonna happen this year ... is it going to be a very normal one ... where i'm just going to study hard and be like everyone else ? no ups and downs ? ... but i think a life of a christian is full of surprises ... you'll never no what's coming next ... literally ... one moment your life is peaceful , stable ... and the next moment , it's all upside down ... this is life i guess ... especially for christians ... but God always remains the same ... that's the promise that we can be certain of i guess ... that we may change , the people around may change ... but He will never ever change ... His love remains the same ... forever and ever ...
i somehow get this feeling that this year is going to be a very very interesting one ... full of surprises ... that i now cannot camprehend ... that i will not know until the time comes ... but this is life ... haha ... yup ... now ... life is not that stressful yet ... but it's coming ... i'm just waiting for it to come ... haha ... yup ...
i seem to be waiting for things ... but who isn't ? haha ... we're all in this merry-go-round of life ... where we see people getting off and on ... and we're all just waiting for out turn to get off ... but ... while we're still on the merry-go-round ... we have our ups and downs ... yup ... and we meet new people ... and friends who leave our lives ...
wonder when it's my time ... but meanwhile ... i'll live for no one else but God ... let His purpose be fulfilled in my life ... let my flame never burn out ... but even in the darkest time ... may i still continue to burn for Him ... and shine for Him ...
i love my family ... i wanna spend more time with them ... i love my friends too ... and i also i wanna spend time with them ... i wish i had more time for them ... but the life of a student in singapore does not permit that ... we're all restrain by many things ... many of which we cannot break off from ... because fo this world ... the rules , the laws of this world that strife to keep everyone safe ...
i feel like eating ICE-CREAM BY THE BEACH again ... who wanna go with me ? you know ... just go to a beach ... sit and relax ... and enjoy ice-cream ... the feeling is so nice ... bah ... like you're in a dream ... but ... you're actually not ... yup ... bah ... i'll see how ... for now ... i'll just be me ... i'll survive school ...
yup ... that's all for now ... my thoughts ... i pray for everyone to be happy ... safe and loved ...
cheryn ...
posted at 3/01/2006 11:29:00 am
